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The Date 1.11.11
Monday, October 31, 2011 
11:49 PM ♥
Officially the date is 1.11.11 today . Nice kan ? Some of you guys probably have had a great day so far kan ? Well , some of you maybe not . Like me . Today was a little bit horrible so far . Why ? Because , he's not here by my side -.- okay that's a little bit over-done . Start over . Because he's absent today . Dia pergi Genting with his family . It's not like I'm not used to be without him , it's just because of this special date , I want my day to be special too . And so far it's not . The only best part is that there's no choir practise tomorrow . HOYEAH ! I don't have to waste my voice since it's almost disappearing now .. Hope tomorrow will be a stupendous day , even though the date is not special :] Amin ~ !
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HOYEAH !
12:06 AM ♥
Today was okay I guess . Nothing out of the ordinary . Got to meet my friends today at school . Haven't seen them for a week . Miss them so damn much ! Was glad that my friend told me that Capital F was there . Thought that he was never going to show up . But , my stomach was growling so I have to make a ' quest ' at the toilet -.- Fudz , thanks for accompanying me at the toilet :) I appreciate it shoo much .
Perhimpunan starts ! The microphone was really loony today . Tersekat-sekat macam radio rosak . Kesian dekat pengawas yang bertugas tadi , bila baca ikrar suara sekejap dengar sekejap tak dengar . Apa lagi en ? kena bahan lah . Semua orang gelak termasuk aku ! Gelak-gelak tu rasa bersyukur jugak . Nasib baik aku tak bertugas hari ni . HAHA , it was hilarious ! Chatted with fudz until the end of the assembly . Okay this may sound a bit cruel but we have a little project while the Head-mistress was giving a speech . Won't talk about it . Only me and fudz knows this , and Aida . I think ?
Haih , rasa lega lepas dah bagi semua keychains dekat kawan-kawan . Tak payah lah aku nak simpan lagi :3 Gave him his special gift too ! Hope you guys like it . Special tu , tahun depan dah tak dapat lagi dah . Hm , gonna miss you guys really badly . Jaga diri baik-baik , belajar bersungguh-sungguh . Aku nak tengok korang berjaya ! ( ayat skema telah di gunakan )
Oh , tahniah kepada Fudzla dan Izzah kerana telah di pilih untuk memasuki choir . Korang dah nampak en perangai budak-budak lelaki tadi ? -.- macam monyet . Tahniah :] K , that's all for now . Byebye ! tata !
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Wickedness
Friday, October 28, 2011 11:20 PM ♥
There's nothing bizarre that happen to me today . Accept the forgiveness from someone . Thanks again for accepting my flawless self . I know recently I've became someone who's really hard to predict . Someone different than who I really am . I realized that . Let this past teach us a valuable lesson , which is to trust each other . I just feel a little bit lonely lately . Nak harap kan Capital F untuk ceriakan aku ? Jangan haraplah . Message aku pun dia tak reply . Ni nak suruh dia teman aku . Harapan .. I feel like everyone's avoiding me , or am I the one who's avoiding them ? Ahhhh ! Nonsense .
I've been doing a little bit more tweeting than facebook-ing lately . I managed to not online my Facebook for 24 hours . What , that also count as an achievement right ? No ? Well , whatever . Got a new phone . Don't know how to describe it . But I'm grateful that I've got what I wanted . Although my mind is still dizzy because I don't know how to use it yet . So , I'm just willy nilling with my phone . I guess you guys can call it as being a reckless person .
Been busy downloading some songs . It took me an hour to download a song , which gave me a headache while waiting for it to finish downloading . I have been having a headache since yesterday . I don't want a headache . I want a fever -.- Weird eyy ? well fevers give me the nerves to do crazy things . Hope I'll get a fever soon . Till then , have a magnificent day .
Sorry if your yawning when you read this ,
YAWNS * !
YAWNS * !
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Luahan .
Wednesday, October 26, 2011 11:08 PM ♥
Right now , I'm feeling a lot of pain inside my heart . My mind is telling me to do something stupid . But , my heart is still willing to convince me not to do them . I would just go straight into the kitchen and get a hold of a perfectly unused knife . Yeah , that would be stupendous . I've given up on you my dear , and on your birthday too . Hope your having a good life since your too busy to even reply my text . Well , let me tell you something . When I'm gone , don't regret my presence .
Today's your birthday . Kalau kau buat birthday party pun , macam lah kau nak ajak aku kan ? Aku ni siapa untuk di ajak , kan ? Selama ni aku tak pernah kisah pun kau nak ajak aku ke tak . Tapi , hati aku dah tak mampu nak tahan rasa sakit ni weh .
You've ignored me , you've neglected me , you've shattered my heart dear . I can't stand it anymore . I'll try to avoid you . Although I think it's hard for me to do that since my heart still loves you :/ Aku akan cuba ..
Maafkan aku kalau aku tak cukup sempurna bagi kau . Kalau aku tak baik buat kau . Aku minta maaf kalau aku ada luka kan hati kau . Aku ni cuma manusia biasa , yang buat kesalahan . Tapi kali ni , mungkin aku tak dapat nak lupakan kesakitan ni dengan senang . Aku ada perasaan jugak lah weh . Tolong lah ingat , walaupun aku mampu tersenyum , tapi hati aku kecewa dengan kau .
Kau lah perkara yang terindah yang berlaku dalam hidup aku . Tapi kau jugak perkara yang melukakan aku .. Cinta aku macam tak terbalas .
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❤ Birthdaaay Boy ❤
2:29 AM ♥
27 October will come when the clock's hand strikes 12.OO a.m . It will be a memorable day for Fariq Syahin . Dear Fariq , Happy Birthday budak ! Enjoy your birthday with a smile on your face . *Caaaair .
Malam ni , tepat pukul 12.OO aku nak call dia , cakap Happy Birthday . Haha , kawan baik aku suruh buat suara comel ? Perlu ke ? :P Entah aku tak tahu kenapa aku pulak yang rasa excited . To my Fariq Syahin , I got a surprise for you , I won't tell you what it is until next week .
Aku sebenarnya tak tahu nak tulis apa dah . So , ;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARIQ SYAHIN ! Stay short and cute :3 Enjoy your life next year without me . Take care . and .. Iloveyou ~
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Oh yeah ?
Tuesday, October 25, 2011 9:28 AM ♥
Hoyhoy ! Malam ni agak bising , the damn fireworks are making me twitchy -,-' Thank God it stopped , or does it ? Okay enough about it . Since kawan aku ramai yang update blog malam ni , aku pun taknak ketinggalan , aku join diaorang :) Haha , menyakai betul minah seorang ni .
Asal ramai yang teman aku eh malam ni ? Beside my twitter , Iqbal , Eiysha & Izzah teman aku malam ni . Thanks korang sebab teman aku malam-malam buta ni . Ni yang buat aku rasa macam nak menangis ni , * ambil sekotak tisu * What a waste of tissues .
Weh , sorry kalau korang pening dengan lagu dekat blog aku . Aku asyik tukar je an ? Sorry lah , kalau korang pening aku sedekahkan sekotak panadol . Tapi kotak dia jelah , ubat dia pergi cari dekat kedai 7eleven yang berdekatan ;) Aku dah menyawan .
Asal malam ni dia tak online ? Pelik . Tapi , kalau dia online pun bukannya kitaorang chat sangat . Dia hanyut dengan game dia . -,-' why did we become like this sayang ? Tiba-tiba jiwang pulak dah . Serious ni , aku rindu kau . Birthday kau dah nak dekat , aku nak buat surprise untuk dia . (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARIQ SYAHIN ! :) HAVE A GREAAAT BIRTHDAYY DARLING <33
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Here It Goes !
9:14 AM ♥
Hoyhoy ! Tite saje je nak update blog ni , takut-takut esok kita tak sempat nak update . Sebenarnya tite jealous ni . Kawan-kawan tite update blog malam-malam ni , so kita pun nak update jugak ! taknak left out .
Malam ni agak bising , sebab ada bunyi Fireworks in the sky . Walaupun cantik , tapi aku tak berapa nak suka sangat sebab it's been going on for several minutes now . Memekak kan telinga saja ! So that is why , aku bukak radio and put on my headphones and dengar lagu maximum volume . Lagu best jugak , lagu jiwang . Menaikkan semangat aku untuk menulis blog :) Haha !
Just changed my blog song . Sorry kalau korang pening sebab aku asyik tukar lagu . Okay , pergi ambil panadol tau ? Speaking of pening , malam ni aku pening . Sebab pertama , the damn fireworks . Satu Malaysia boleh dengar lah wehh ! Sebab kedua , tak tahu nak buat tutorial mane dah . Rambang mata gituuu ! ~ Macam-macam website dah aku bukak .
Di malam yang sunyi dan sepi ini , saya tidak bisa tidur . Terima kasih banyak-2 kepada Iqbal , Nur Eiysha & Izzah Azizan sebab teman kan aku malam- ni . Tanpa kalian mungkin aku dah tidur dah sekarang . Mwehehehe :3 Aku sudah menyawan , sorry aku juga berasa lapar -,-' sebab itu perangai aku macam ni .
Okaylah , gettin` back to my song . Hope you guys like my blog song ! K , byee .
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Happy Again
Monday, October 24, 2011 9:26 PM ♥
Ignore those tiny hearts on the picture . It's not about couple or love or anything , just love for friendship :) Okay , tadi online facebook . Annur hantar chat dekat aku , he sounded really sad . Aku pun rasa risau , sebab semalam dia hantar mesej kata doakan dia untuk akhirat and stuff . Aku pun terkejut , sebab sebelum ni , dia tak pernah cakap macam tu .
I kept asking him what's the matter ? Tapi dia hantar ayat-ayat jiwang . I was like , pehal mamat seorang ni ? Tapi aku layan je dia . Aku buat lawak , nak tengok dia gelak ke tak . Tapi dia tak gelak . Aku tak putus asa ! aku bagi dia ceramah , hah baru dia gelak . Haha , aku gembira dapat tengok kau gelak . Dan aku gembira dapat buat kau gembira .
Tapi kan annur , kau jangan buat macam tu lagi tau ? Kau buat aku rasa nak lari dekat rumah kau dan paksa kau cerita dekat aku . Hampir aku nak buat macam tu . Aku tahu kau sedih pasal aqil kan ? Takpelah annur , kau buat apa pun dekat dia , aqil tetap aqil . Banyak lagi kawan yang tunggu-tunggu nak jadi kawan kau . Mungkin yang lebih baik daripada aqil . So , kau jangan risau . Aku sentiasa ada untuk menceriakan kau , sebagai teman sejati :)
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Reckless
6:59 AM ♥
So jyeah ! Aku dah edit blog sikit-sikit . Malam ni , itu jelah yang aku buat . Di samping tweeting :) Di temani kawan-kawan yang chatting dengan aku dekat Facebook . Thanks sebab layan celoteh aku yang tak habis-habis ni .
Tadi searching lagu , then teringat pulak dekat lagu ni ' Goodbye - Miley Cyrus ' So yeah , aku click and then pasang sound kuat-kuat dan feel lagu tu gila-gila . Lagu tu sedih . Korang nak dengar ? Okay , di sebabkan aku rajin malam-malam buta ni , aku post lagu tu untuk korang .
Before I go , sorry kalau korang tak dapat nak baca sangat apa yang aku tulis . Di sebabkan layout bunga-bunga tu . Okay , sorry !
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Kakak Angkat ;
Sunday, October 23, 2011 7:52 PM ♥
I wish I have the courage to say those words up there to my dearest kakak angkat , Kak Khelda :') Sometimes I wonder , do you even recognize me anymore ? I added you on Facebook hoping that you would recognize my face and talk to me . I didn't chat with you because I was afraid I might disturb you .. I miss the moment when we were so close . Like real siblings ..
Kak , waktu maria darjah satu dulu , akak ingat tk bila maria sampai je akak akan ajak maria pergi round satu sekolah . Waktu tu maria kecik lagi , jadi maria tak dapat nak cakap yang maria sayang akak sangat-sangat . Tak dapat nak luahkan perasaan sayang maria dekat akak . Haha , akak selalu picit pipi maria .
Masa hari terakhir akak dekat SKTM , maria tak sempat nak cakap selamat tinggal dekat akak , akak dah keluar sekolah rendah . :') Maria selalu tengok gambar-gambar akak dekat Facebook . Takpelah akak , walaupun kita dah tak berhubung , maria gembira dapat tengok akak bahagia . Maria harap akak akan baca post ni .
I Miss You So Much Kak Khelda :']
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Singapore !
7:06 PM ♥
Just came back from Singapore . And yeah , I guess you can call it as a holiday . We were only there for two days . Does that count as a holiday ? Whatever , that's not what I wanted to share with you guys .
His birthday is just around the corner . I can't think of the perfect gift for him :/ Ingatkan nak beli dekat Singapore , but I changed my mind . I got something in mind for him .
See all those keychains up there ? If you don't then zoom it . I bought those for my friends while I was at singapore . Harap-harap diaorang suka :) Oh yeah ! I bought one for him as well . But I can't show the picture yet , it's still a surprise ! I plan to put it in his pencil box during recess . Haha , yeah I know it's kinda secretive right ? I might as well put in a note inside . Sayin' some meaningful words :)
My mom lost her iPhone while we were at the train . Wanna know how she dropped it ? It fell into the toilet bowl !! euww* it was epic . Kesian mama , takpe nanti kita belikan phone baru tau tau tau ? ( kalau mampu ) :p Feel bad for my mom thou .
K , that's all . Byeeeeeee :3
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---> !
Friday, October 21, 2011 7:23 AM ♥
I don't know why , tiba-tiba nak update blog buat kali yang kedua . I have so much to tell . Err , yeah . you guys have probably noticed the picture above . You know what , I am freaking hurting inside my whole body . But most importantly , it hurts the most in my heart . Perasaan ni selalu muncul dalam hati aku , tapi sekarang baru aku nak luahkan . I still don't know why .
As usual , aku log in Facebook . And to my surprise , dia pun online juga . And I guess korang dah dapat teka apa yang kitaorang buat . Well , korang salah . kitaorang tak ada guna ayat sweet-sweet tu , tak ada sayang-sayang , tak ada smileys . nothing . Just some dumb and boring conversation . The last thing he said to me was ' k , bye ' . Tapi , dia tak off pun . Instead , he played a game on Facebook . That hurt me . a lot . Out of all the merciful things that all those people out there had done to me , this hurts the most .
We were like strangers . Weird . Fariq Syahin , sorry if this post hurts your feelings . But it hurts me more .
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Feel Liddat -,-'
12:21 AM ♥
Hello . Hai . Heeeeey ! So , yeah . I feel all empty inside . Because of several reasons :/ Okaay , today tadi dekat sekolah gaduh dengan best friend . Thank god pergaduhan tu setengah jam je ! Memang tak larat lah nak gaduh lama-lama . That was only a part of the story . Ada lagi cerita nyaa . Here goes ! As you all don`t know , budak-budak darjah 6 dah dapat result untuk masuk ke sekolah menengah . Termasuklah aku , Maria Irdina . Hm , aku dapat sekolah menengah kebangsaan cheras . Yeah , never thought that i got that school . That wasn't the problem . The problem is , dia dapat sekolah lain . Yeah , orang yang aku sayang , rindu , rapat dengan dapat sekolah lain . Aku sedih sampai terfikir nak lupakan dia .. ya , aku memang terukkan ? Siapa jea yang mampu hidup tanpa orang yang telah tinggalkan kesan yang dalam , dalam hidup dia ? sehari tak bertemu macam setahun tak lihat dia . Kawan-kawan aku cakap , dia boleh mohon sekolah lain . Tapi kalau dia tak nak ? macam mana . Sekarang aku tengah nak cakap dekat dia pasal ni . Harap dia setuju nak mohon sekolah lain . Tapi aku janji , aku takkan paksa kau . Aku masih mampu berfikiran waras ... aku harap aku dapat tahan rasa sebak ni .
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Trust ?
Friday, October 14, 2011 9:55 AM ♥
Sekarang , perasaan aku boleh dikaitkan dengan gambar di atas . Sedih , sumpah sedih . Terkejut pun ada jugak , tapi mostly nya perasaan sedih . Sebab ? Sebab , kawan baik aku sendiri tak trust dekat aku . Dia risau aku akan jalan dengan pakwe dia . Kalau kau kawan aku , kau akan ingat , aku takkan rampas ' kebahagiaan kau ' . Aku tahu pakwe kau tu KEBAHAGIAAN kau kan ? Kau kenal aku dah lama weyh , bukannya baru satu jam yang lepas . Aku takkan buat macam tu dekat kau lah . Aku tahu kau sayang dekat dia , tapi jangan sampai kawan baik sendiri kau tak percaya . Mula-2 tak percaya , lepas tu apa pulak ? Walaupun kau anggap benda ni perkara kecil , tapi perkara kecil tu yang boleh jadi perkara besar . Aku akan jaukan diri daripada ' kebahagiaan ' kau tu . Kalau itu yang mampu buat kau percayakan kawan baik kau sendiri .
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Benci tahu takk ?
Wednesday, October 12, 2011 7:41 AM ♥
Sorry kalau gambar tu terlampau kejam . Tapi apa yang kau buat tu pun kejam jugak . Weyh , aku tak suka lah perangai kau . TAK , AKU BUKANNYA NAK KUTUK KAU KE APA . Cuma , kau punya perangai yang ' cantik ' sangat tu dah terlebih cantik dah . Tolong lah , aku mohon berjuta-2 kali ni , tolong lah berhenti buat perangai tu . Orang tak suka tahu tak ? Setiap kali aku lalu sebelah kau , aku kena berwaspada . Aku dah penat lah weyh . Aku tak sampai hati nak cakap dekat kau ni tapi ; ' TolongJanganMenyusahkanAkuPlease ? ' Dah lah , malas nak cerita banyak-2 . K , bye .
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Sorry sayang :/
Saturday, October 8, 2011 8:12 PM ♥
Semalam bukak facebook , tunggu dia online . sementara menunggu , aku stalk lah wall orang . Hehe , part-time stalker ! tak berbayar pun . :/ kerja yang sia-sia , ya saya tahu . Anyways , tengah stalk , tiba-2 seorang kawan ni upload gambar . Aku pun usha lah . Then , aku agak sedih lah . Sebab gambar dia tu agak seksi . aku tak komen , cuma like je . Hm , l
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hee
8:40 AM ♥
haha
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